why diz stupid thngs happen 2 me!!

hm,ak pon ta fham knapa suma neh jd kat ak.hm,,nasib mayb!im not hppy with my life rite now.i dunno why.hmm.am i too snsitiv??ak sndiri pon tataw.if i've given a choice,i would choose not 2 stay at home.it doesnt mean ak ta suka tngal kat uma,but i prefer 2 stay far away from my family.mayb among of u will call me crzy cuz xnak stay dgn family.but dats my dcision.if ak stay dgn family pon,i always makes my prents angry with me.ak pon tataw knpa.mayb dats my bad attitude yg ak ta dpat buang dlm hdup ak.one more thng yg u'll tataw is i always gado with my 2nd sis.from mrning till midnite we're not stop argue!hm,dunno why evnthough we all jrang jmpa,but ada ja sbb we'll nak gdo even bout a small matter.JEALOUS!yeah.im jealous with my sis.tersgt jealous.u wanna know why?she alwys got what she want.it doesnt men ak ney 'bsuk hati',tp dy memg snang dpat apa yg dy nak.dy dpat laptop tyme sem 1st.i cant say anythg cuz suma owg akan dpat from prents masg2.after dat,buley plak dy minx comp kat prents ak,seng2 ja prents ak bg comp plak kat dy.sdangkan comp yg sedia ad kat uma yg ak guna ney,da nzak gyla,bpa kaly ak minta tkar ta dpat2 jgak.tp dy minta skaly ja,n then dpat trus.try u'll suma dkat tmpat ak skg,4sure u'll pon akan protes rite??urgh!n more thng,dulu prents ak da bli prnter dkt dy,n then msok sem bpa ntah,dy ckp nak prnter yg buley skaly dgn phtstat.prents ak pon bli la kat dy.sdngkan ak kat uma if nak prnt pa2.tpaksa la p cc.if ak bgtaw prents ak,sure diowg ak ckp ak neh 'dengki'.ta buley tgk apa ja akak ak dpat,ak jga nanak.urgh!is it fair??lgsg x!!!n now i've already make dcision n im going 2 kl until 23rd of june bru nak blik kdah cuz nak dftar U.

to my prents.im really sorry.it doesnt mean dat adik nak aibkan ibu n abah.adik juz ckap apa yg adik rasa.sorry if im hurtng both of u.i know im not a good daugter.im failed 2 make both of u proud of me.mayb one day i'll prove dat adik pon buley success lyke ur 'special daughter'.